♥ XUEXUE

2011-02-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

I treasure them alot.
We 3 totally live a different kind of life.

Nights,

Bye !! :D

Click my nuffnang thanks !!

Anything,
Formspring.me/Xueryl

ps/ iphone camera.

I will get through this.

2011-02-11T06:18:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought 2011 would be a good year for me, everything sucks. I lose so much in gambling, horrible. I should have listened to my mum when she say don't gamble so much !! Grrr .. Ohya, one more thing .. I'm down in love luck too. Everything sucks, he do stuffs he's not suppose to do and so he's gone.

Whatever. I'm so used to it, am i ?

He's gone, how ?

I don't have to mention the nam right.

Just when i'm about to apologise for my mistake, he do something that all the girls in the world would never be able to tolerate. As you can see in my past archives, it's not the first time. It's just so many times that i didn't cry that hard this time round. I know some of you might think that, they will get back again soon or he will come back to you again etc; But from what i see, i think we are probably heading our own ways. Living our own lives and meeting some other special person halfway. Maybe when both of us is really ready for something serious and not fooling around like a fucking bastard and still remembers each other, maybe.. maybe in the future we might or might not be together. It's hard to tell. Love is a strange thing.

Yah the usual, drinking.

Should i take the risk to get hurt one last time or let go and live with regrets ? Oh fuck it.

But i know i have to pick myself up again,

and show those bitches who i am. I'm gonna make the rest of 2011 great, not awesome but great. I have enough awesome friends in my life

I'm so bitchy, that's me :)
Don't challenge me who's nastier,
you may know my name but you don't know my stories yet.

http://www.formspring.me/Xueryl
feel free :)

P/s, My Nuffnang !!

2011-01-20T22:27:00.003+08:00

CNY is coming.
Sighs. Didn't get the chance to lose some weight so that i can buy all the pretty clothes i want and look good with it.

Ohya, about the Reduze .. NOT BASED ON ANY RELIABLE SOURCE AH ! My girls said that it didn't really helps. Both of them tried and was pretty upset that there wasn't any results. I'm not sure about it, heard from consultant that once you stop eating the pills, your weight will bounce back like crazy so .. dare not try. Another med is Duromine 30, which is pretty unhealthy as well. It makes you don't feel like eating, insomia, mood swings and stuffs. Hey, there's another alternative , add my on facebook & ask me :) It's a healthier way !

2011, how is yours going for the first month?

Mine is pretty smooth,
i mean it's only the first month how bad will it gets right?

My resolutions for each year are pretty simple but don't know why i just couldn't fulfill it :/

So here it goes,

1) Get body like this, especially those boobs. LOL !
Singapore just have to be A Food heaven, seriously. Not myself to blame right? and how the hell some of this girls get bodies like that? Don't they eat or they barf after they eat? and i believe they don't drink 2l of milk everyday right ? HELP ME :O Slimming god mother, i'm in need of you .. but don't make me fat when it strikes 12 :/

2) Cut down on smokes ! MUST !

3) Earn alot of money .. so ..

I can get body like this, UHHEM .. plastic ...

Bling my iphone4 (soon to get) with swarovski crystal.

Have my make ups from all famous brands.

Get luxury items with own money :)

4)Stay at one of the bigger rooms with my precious, swim at the sky park and have the most amzing dinner the hotel offers ! :D Yiips !

5) Stop meeting bitches & bastard.
Stop meeting people who likes to boast & lie.
I have been meeting ALOT of this kind of people and it's a HUGE turn off.

6) Please, make something big out for me in this new line !!
7) Don't be mean :) O'well ..

That's for my 2011. Not really a resolution right? Haha !

Have fun.

p/s She's so fat and ugly last time LOL :P

p/p/s PlEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG THANKS !!i LOVE Y'ALL :D

2011-01-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

Joel.

Kiefer, brother.

The Bitch LOL

I don't know when all this pictures taken.

2011-01-08T19:40:00.001+08:00

You know what's the saddest sounds in the world?
Children playing.
There is just something about sitting in your room with the windows open, listening to their joy and laughter. It's like some sort of magic going on outside that you can no longer join in on. Something you can no longer grasp. A secret club you can't remember the password to. And you realize that you've grown up.

2010-12-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

Blogging soon !

Late merry x'mas !!

2010-12-10T04:33:00.002+08:00

Just when i thought of chocolates, i found this is my kitchen !
YIPPEE :)

I have been eating alot alot, but ..

I puke alot too :( It's like my stomach cannot accept those food and i have to puke them out to feel better. Not purposely can ?! So don't think i eat and barf and eat and barf! But my tummy ain't getting any smaller leh :/

Reduze, i'm getting you. Hee.
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I answered questions on Formspring :]

and about the weird habits, i don't really know.. must like ask my friends since they are the one looking at me. One thing, my modeling friend told me was i always walk tiptoed O.o ? Yeah .. after she told me i realized it also, unless wearing heels lah ! Another is, i only use metal spoon with chopsticks ? Haha.

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I miss Evelyn :(she's at taiwan.
I miss the POSB & IGT gang, Dennis Xueqian Kua Haikal Hadiy Wani Arap and all.I miss sitting, talking cock, late night suppers and doing silly stuffs with them.

I WANNA PLAY LEFT4DEAD2 !!!!!!!!!!
Damm long never play already :(

Hi .. I miss you spitter :)

I miss quarreling with Dennis when we play against Evelyn & Tyh. I miss hearing them arguing and see both black faces after the game. I love the winning feeling beating them or the others HEE ! K la, we also got lose. I FUCKING miss you .. Tank ! :p

2010-12-09T22:38:00.003+08:00

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2010-12-09T10:25:00.003+08:00

Her Birthday :D

I got lots of roses !! Hee xD

Pardon my face uhhh .. I DON'T PHOTOSHOP ! :P

Drinking, as always.

BYE ! :D

2010-12-08T05:20:00.001+08:00

Ohh, it's been one whole month since i left this blog.

Been working, life is pretty alright .. well awesome with all crazy nights after work and I'M FINALLY FREAKING 18 !!

My 18th is the night i can't remember, waking up seeing cuts & blueblacks all over my legs -.- Oh .. my girls are awesome, really a big thank for the Titus watch, it's pink and bling!! Had a few rounds at Nana before i finally end my 18th birthday. Thanks to all ! :)

Waiting for my Iphone 4 and camera gees !
With them, i will blog .. Alot :)
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Ohyah, to YOU who ask me to learn how to photoshop because i look cui .. Please? Look at yourself first okay. Retarded.

I won't deny i wanna learn how to photshop but i just find it alot of trouble downloading this and that, do so much to your pictures, i mean .. i don't look thatttt bad what .. Hmm :) Totally fine with it!

I got so much, so much to blog about but lazy ..

My god. I hate you !

Nights !

Follow my tumblr ; X-ueryl.tumblr.com

2010-11-09T03:14:00.007+08:00

Chanel
Pink Cigs
Cute Cupcakes
Dark Chocolates
Pink Gadgets
Pretty Donuts
Awesome Hot Chocolate with Marshmallows
Candies
Cute Pink Car
Own all awesome make ups
LOVE & YOU.

I want my life, to be as simple as that.

I really want to go blonde eh, then if Evelyn stay black, we would look so awesome together ! Blonde too difficult to maintain, need to wait 'til i collect monthly pay check first. Please! Let blonde look good on me :(

Go blonde or not ? Or just the lightest of the lightest brown ? :/

Know what ?! I'm getting super lazy to make up & dress up. I have this mindset like "Walau, so near only what for make up. So near, no need wear so nice ah. " So this thing been staying in my mind for quite long already, so .. i feel so aunty and Dennis said i look like housewife -.-''

I still remember that last time, i won't step out of my house without darkening my eyes. I can't live without eyeliner but now, i don't give a shit. Really what, go coffeebean bitch talk, go IGT play lan, go grab some bites, shop around, need to make up, dress up and colour my eyes meh ?! Wallet got money can already. Even if i look super good wallet no money also like that, not own pretty girls got sponsorship from people or man lorh unless they go ask for it la.*Hidden meaning*

Make up got SO MANY STEPS siol. I mean proper ones la. Need prime the face, make up base, conceal, foundation, eyeshadows, eyeliner, fake top & bottom eyelashes, mascara, blush, lipstick/gloss and contact lens. Goodness! I wonder how ~~she~~ some girls do it everyday! Then go home to wash, never wash properly later face got pimples, blackheads or whatever bullshit. My god. So troublesome =X

I rarely hit town now cause it's so far and i'm super lazy. I don't know why i sucks at heels already, i can run with them and dance all night with my super heels last time but now, i wanna kill myself for wearing them. Then all the pretty clothes i own now look like shit on me :( It's a very sad thing so i don't wanna talk about it already. When i lose weight and all excess fats, i'll go on a crazy shopping spree, swear.

Gonna start looking good and feel good.

"Walau, also never where .. doll up for what!" Ahh .. fuck !

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Some photographers got some serious eyesight problems.

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I ran away from modeling.

HAHAHA xD

Tumblr-ing very often.
Visit X-ueryl.tumblr.com, follow me.

As promise for the weird habits, i will still be blogging, not converting LOL. I just find that tumblr pictures are super awesome xD

See'ya !

2010-11-03T22:15:00.008+08:00

Love is such a beautiful thing ♥

Right ?

-I saw a post by a girl saying something like " Don't ask me to not reply him when he keeps on msging me. When he ask me out doesn't mean he love/like me. He never reply your sms got nothing to do with me. You love him and jealous doesn't me i have to end the friendship. No one ask you to stop loving so don't ask me to stop texting him and meeting him. "
Very obvious someone's gf is unhappy with her ah and i'm with the gf, of course ! Haha! Cause i think the gf like me, love too much and became a little possessive but some other girls and the bloody bf just don't understand right? Why wouldn't they just make our life easier ?
Since the gf already speak to you, why can't you like auto abit? Not like you lack of guy friends when you have a thousand over friends in your fb. He keep msging you then you can say something like "Eh, your gf spoke to me and yeah .. i'm a girl, i understand, i don't blame her because if i have a bf i also don't like him texting other girls. So other than important stuffs regarding school work and projects, don't text me too often uh :) " Snap! Simple as it seem ?

Kkay, the bf never reply his gf smses maybe it's because that the guy found out that his gf msg the girl and he got angry and he fucking chose to ignore his gf. Maybe? But make sense right? *Believe it or not, i think of this answer in less than 3.5 seconds.* If my bf choose to ignore me, he die. The bf should also know that his gf do that because she love him alot mah, stupid de. Don't msg that girl awhile will die meh. Need to love, care, accompany your gf already takes up alot of your time still anyhow waste time on other girls. Go study uh LOL!

The gf love him, jealous then you still got the cheek to continue to text him all that, abit buay paiseh right? I'm sure she never ask you to end the friendship, what she meant is to draw your lines properly. If the guy is not doing his job, why can't you do it instead? So that the gf have a peace of mind and they can't be happily in love right. From what i see ah, i mean i picture the whole thing myself, the guy is not a good lover and the girl is still young, dunno how to handle things yet. P/s I got no grudge against the girl, the bf or the gf cause i don't know them at all. I picture the whole thing base on what she say. No offenders please.
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R.I.P the RP guy.

The got what they deserve :}

Read - EVELYN.

Bye!

2010-11-02T16:27:00.000+08:00

X-ueryl.tumblr.com

Reblog, alot.

2010-11-01T15:08:00.002+08:00

I wanna create a tumblr ! :D

and ..

http://X-ueryl.tumblr.com/
Teehee :]

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Life's been pretty much nothing, like really nothing nothing.

Hopefully able to work/chiong for those few event jobs so that we can open our combine birthday chalet huh.. Evelyn ! Can't wait :)

Family suite, private time for the first day & night, lotsa fast food take aways, games, drinks,eat cakes, BBQ, OMG THE FOOD ! :) :)

Arrggh, hopefully the plan won't screw up :/

2010-10-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday !
开心一点

再见

2010-10-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

Did anyone turns you off completely before?

I do.

Out of boredom, i decided to type this out LOL.
Is a guy anyway, other than his super chio car (i forget what brand isit), nothing about him makes me interested, he don't have the looks also. Haha! He ask my friend, Alisa to ask me out (a 4-5 months back) so that we can go out tgt, i ask Alisa to tag along so i won't get too bored. (At that point of time, i'm not really very interested in any guys) So we went to eat crab at some ulu area near Vivo City. You know right, guys like to show off their driving skills, so he did. Not very impressed so i said "Like that only uh? I thought how fast you can go." I very bad, i know but really not fast mah, i sit some rides faster de can. Whatmore i went because Alisa keep saying she wanna eat crab. Ps .. i don't really like that guy also.

You ask people out but you never ask them what kind of crab they prefer, like pepper or chilli or butter then you go ahead and order expect ME to like what you ordered ?! ?! This is why i don't like going out with new friends, they don't know what's your habit, they don't know what you like. The crab is with like a lot of chopped nuts and the sauce so bland, the kangkong & stingray is not spicy because he THOUGHT we girls can't take spiciness (See! Don't know how to ask) and the chicken wings is crispy one -.- I taste each of the food and get abit pissed off. I usually use metal spoon with chopsticks mah, i politely ask him help me take a metal spoon cause my heels is too high and i too lazy to walk but he turn to me and say "Aiya, why you so troublesome. Just use this spoon lah." Guess what? He already digging in the crab and his mouth is full of sauce. Yuck, i know. We never get to eat the crab cause he is not gentleman enough to peel for us.

After that he kinda boast he is a chao ahbeng and many people scared of him when he's in school last time. I snort at what he said. Really. He don't have the quality to become a Ahbeng. Worst is, he even said he learn WingChun/Yongchun Chinese martial art last time with Lee Xiao Long's shifu/master. I mean, seriously, anyone who heard that know he is lying. When he is boasting about breaking a big thick glass tank with his fingers, he is having problem breaking the crab shell. Seriously, total turn off anot ? I hate guys who wanna impressed, total turn off. So i said " Walau, you got no muscle all that you dare to say you learn martial art?! The crab shell already a problem for you already lorh. You buay paiseh uh?! " in chinese lah.

He eat until so unglam leh! His hands, mouth, cheeks all got the crab sauce then he sweat somemore. I hate guys who eat and sweat can .. eeeek ttm ! I told him i play lan and guess what .. he said he is a pro in every game. So, i use my old methods to test if they are lying so i made up a stupid game " You got play Counter-Strike the Haunted House ? *No Haunted house at all* " He said " Got .. very pro lorh me " Need i say more ?

Lastly, he asked me to find a proper job and not go into modeling if not no guy will take me seriously so i said " Don't worry, i got alot to chose from. You don't take me seriously i'm happy enough. "

Don't feel like continuing.

2010-10-25T13:53:00.001+08:00

Know what's irritating ?

Skinny girls saying that they are fat -'-

, not skinny girls.

2010-10-21T13:02:00.009+08:00

Never in my life of 17+ years did i met such a rude girl. To me, it's rude enough. Yes, her name is the picture above.
I don't really know her but i saw her once which is like less than 5 minutes. No eye contact, nothing. She know Dennis and Tyh cause they working at the Charles & Keith warehouse sales. So i went there last night with Evelyn, then there she is, the girl i never expect to be so damm fucking ttm kind of rude. She want ciggs right, i gave her so after she took the bloody ciggs she stare at me for quite awhile and say " Why that time you look so skinny now you look so fat?" [I ALREADY SAY FOR ME IS FUCKING RUDE RIGHT?!] CCB! That time you saw me was like 2weeks ago eh, how fat can i get. I was damm piss off i almost want to slap her goddamm face. She's a malay.
*I'm not racist! I got plenty of malays friends.
I got a feeling the girl is interested in Dennis. Maybe. That's why she is so fucking rude to me, she hates me perhaps? Cause i'm prettier and i'm so much closer to Dennis. One thing she doesn't know is that i hate her more than she hates me! Ahh .. whatever .. She fugly slut ! I don't care if she fuck around, she offended me means she is a slut !

I'm gonna go back there and talk to her ..Be nice Cheryl ~

Me : " Hey, you do something to your face ? "
Nut : " Er no why? "
Me : " CAUSE YOU LOOK FUCKING UGLY ! "
Me : " *stick out 2 middle fingers* BITCH RULES !! " Me again : " You totally mess with the wrong girl!

K lah, maybe i will say until the ugly part ..
the other 2 lines so USA lorh.

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No need to play hypocrite.

K bye

2010-10-19T17:41:00.001+08:00

Pretty !
Celebrated Sufanna's birthday and had lots of fun ! I hate drinking already :p

Something is wrong with me i think cause i wanna go times to buy book to read -.-

Bye

Girls don't, Guys do.

2010-10-18T11:24:00.002+08:00

Heya ! :D

As per usual, i got something to blog about when i'm lying on bed so am gonna try to recall as much as i can ! :]

Girls don't, guys do. To balance the scale of love.
No one likes any heartbreaking break ups.

We girls are somehow always the losing ones in the relationship. Virginity, kkay .. be more open to this uh! Love hypnotize us which y'know, made you girls lost your virginity foolishly sometimes. Don't worry, it's 2010. There's like very little virgins on the streets now, i guess? Stupid rule saying that "It's alright for guys to fool around with girls when they are in a relationship because they are GUYS and they are born this way." I know, fuck right? If we girls do that we are already called a slut or whatever mean words you can use on a girl.
Sadly, this 2 things will never change.

Since we already losing, might as well gain some happiness by having a good relationship with your guy right?

Girls, don't love too much, i mean .. arrgh! how to put it in words. Kkay, nvm. Just don't give too much of what you have ah, like your time, your love or your money or whatever. Because when we give more, we tend to expect abit more from our guy but as you know guys are pretty stupid sometimes and they don't really notice things that we do for them, so they wouldn't do anything much in return right? We will be like ahh.. so disappointed and stuffs. When we love him too much, we want him for our own, so we will subconsciously be a little possessive and i swear, guys don't like that. (Based on personal experience lerh, hello?!) But some guys don't really tell you how they feel, so we think that we are doing it right but you will never know that he is sick of it and might wanna do something naughty behind our back.
See?! Love too much also wrong eh.

As for guys, they tend to be not so sensitive about us and don't really take note about tiny things we said or do that we WANT them to remember la. So! Be more sensitive with the things your gf do for you and she would be happy just like that. Snap! Don't think that there is this thing flirty cells that flow in your blood means you can abuse you it and use it as a excuse to flirt ! We got no choice but to accept that as a fact but since you are in a relationship, shouldn't you be more devoted to your girlfriend?! You want her to be your girlfriend in the first place already prove that you like her and want her to somehow be a part of your life right?! Then why fool around ! Ohh, if you guys met a girl who think it's fine to be with you even thou you have a gf .. it already show what kind of girl she is right?! Then for what be with her? Okay lah, maybe you suay-ly got a super bad girlfriend uh then excusable LOL.

Suddenly cannot remember anything, continue soon ..

Inspired to write that because someone ask me "Who you hate the most and why?" on formspring, should i answer? *Pop your thinking bubbles* Not Dennis lah obviously.

p/s I'm writing the above based on my own personal opinion.
You don't have to agree with it.

2010-10-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

Formspring.

What are your turn ons and turn offs?

; People that try to impress me is a BIG turn off, i won't even bother to talk to them after that and for turn on will be .. idk? :/

I know what is my turn on(s) already ! :D :D :D

His smile.

Those kind that bend down the head a little and look up at you with a slight smile to the side. Goodness .. Mad sex ! Melt*

who do you wish you could have sex with?? <3333

; Ethan Ruan Jing Tian :)

and Jerry yan ! :D :D

I think i'm forgetting LZX le :/ NOOOOOO ...

2010-10-06T17:46:00.000+08:00

Since i have some time before heading to mind cafe with Eve & Tyh, i will blog about the wedding thingy :) Just by typing and finding those pictures already make me excited. I can't imagine having one 10years later. Goodness !

Hmm .. I don't really care where my wedding place is held at actually since hotel is the most common ones. I only care about the proposal, i want it to make me cry because .. .. .. the one i love is willing to spent the rest of his life with me! I love having a home of our own.

Wedding dresses AHHHH !

I want it pink eh, but my mum say pink wedding gown is for like the mistress but look! they are so chio right ! *melts*

This few i saw really suit Evelyn lorh. I think she will look super good cause she got long legs and she is tall. Short OR/AND fat don't really suit those kind la.

Consider ah Evelyn ! :)
She want on the beach, those dresses don't seem to get in the way.

My Final Choice.

Those kinds ! :D HEEHEEHEE! Confrim have problems sitting down de. I know, too exaggerating right? But i always love Cinderella mah, she go to the ball her gown also like that =p

For my guy,

That would be super cool lah ! LOL

For guys also not much choice, but i might prefer white than black cause black looks like normal business man or waiter :x Opps !

Then change to a not so troublesome ones,

Is it the dress or is it just them that make the dress so awesome.
I know, always MeganFox & ParisHilton right.

Ring!

Nice right :]

Alright, loves too all ! :)

2010-10-05T10:05:00.000+08:00

9am.

I never learn how to appreciate mornings until just now when i'm on the bus staring at the clear blue sky & the soft white fluffy clouds, yes .. exclude the sun. Those clouds almost make me melt, i don't know why.

Those morning that i really had was 3years ago when i'm still schooling, other than that is just working, shoots & other stuffs. I don't really care about those skies & clouds when i'm already half dead and on my way to work. Sucks. Whenever i work, i hate mornings.

I work as, telemarketer, packager, sales assistance cum cashier (at least 6 diff shops), office, childcare assistance cum teacher, modeling and night life before. Hmmm .. not bad .. good exposure haha! Exclude nightlife & modeling, the others i work the most a week GAG O.O

I suddenly got this thang for office wear, this few days i keep telling Dennis & Eve that i can't wait for my OL days. I really wanna wear those office wear, super chio heels, carrying a few files, drive a volks and head to work. Gosh .. so sexy lah ! I just can't wait to get on with my working life man, serious one and i hope, really really hope am able to work with Evelyn. But to work with her means i have to study uh, later she got her diploma, i under her .. so xiasuay. Whatever, the main thing is i wanna have a serious job and i can dress like this .. .. ..

I super love this kind of office pants lor, those girl with long legs will look super good in those :( i don't have.

Read Evelyn's blog? - clickable.
About her wedding. Got inspired to blog about that too.

Stay Tune.

Walau, at this time when i'm like gaining weight ask me go for shoots.
Reject anot huh?

2010-10-02T20:07:00.005+08:00

My life, mine.
Not yours!
Here i am,
not to please you.

Click my nuffnang, thanks much :D

2010-09-29T19:24:00.006+08:00

Thanks for calling me a bimbo :)

You probably heard alot of shits about me. Truth is, bitch is what i do for fun and it's who i am, if you don't like it .. Ohwell .. talk all you want and keep me motha fucking famous ! :]

To my haters,
I keep it real and that's a promise.
I may be a bitch but i'm honest to you and most importantly to myself.
When i walk past you, stop & stare, i don't care.
I have my own life and style.
I don't live to please you or make you smile.
Now shut up you whores,
and keep me out of your mouth.
Cause i ain't fucking dick.

Thanks for making me the center of your life :]

P/s I'm just commenting a few here & there and i usually does that when i read other people's blog and find sth funny. Don't make a big fuss out of it, bad for health. If Evelyn, Shihan or Bell ever write sth stupid on their blog, i will too make fun of them too.

2010-09-26T08:42:00.000+08:00

Randoms.

Movies ON bed :]

I love long lashes, coloured hair, pink, my mole & my buck tooth ! :D

My life is full of zombies and terrorist. HAHA !

Gotta work soon, i guess ? :)

Don't play games with bitches
who know how to play them better.

P/s Unless you haven't pass your P4 streaming, i don't think "Contents are of my opinions and thoughts, it's not necessary for you to agree with it." is very difficult to understand. So! Don't blame me for not answering you in formspring. IF i'm free, i might counter what you say but if i'm not then too bad la, you can go ahead and disagree with it for all i care ;] Cheeros.

Click on my nuffnang ah.
Thanks alot people ! :D :D

2010-09-22T20:06:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA :D Her blog is a joke.
Each of her sentence makes no sense at all.
Ohwell, people are looking at her beautifool pictures .. not her poor english. I'm not saying my english is good by the way, i just think her basic english is already a failure. LOL ! Eeek ..

I'm sooo sad that i miss my F1 casting if not i can see her there!

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Eve & I are looking for a job and will work one whole month for it.
Why?

For our birthday and oversea trip !! Yeahyeahyeah :]

Bitch,

2010-09-21T02:51:00.005+08:00

So how's your weekends?!!!

Okkayyysss.. Mine is pretty much nothing as i already stop working for awhile because of my eyes and because of that i don't even dare to take up events & shoots. Don't worry, it's healing quite nicely now.
Hmmm .. been visiting IGT; Lan shop pretty often and it's becoming a little addictive. Other then that we (Me Den Eve & Tyh) are just wasting our time on idk what and we celebrated Xueqian's birthday over at his place. Happy Birthday dude ! :D

Imma bitch, i won't deny that. But you you and you are one too !
I believe there's always a bitchy side in a girl, they cannot be 100% pure given that we are living in the 21st century. Trust me, some are just hiding the bitchy side because they think acting demure attract guys. Spits* I dislike girls that act soso different when there are guys around, it's super disgusting. Really! I seen many.The moment the guy is gone, they turn into another breed. Sometimes i really wonder after long term do those girls suffer split personality.

Okay, back to being a bitch. Do you ever realized that girls are usually/mostly the ones being called hypocrites and backstabbers. Yes? No? Okay, i take it as a yes. I don't know why but girls are like that, seriously .. i do act like a fucking bitch sometimes. It's like the thing flows in our blood, be it tiny amount or huge amount. That's the reason why i think guys make better friend than girls.
Girls are pretty scary.

For guys, secrets are meant to be kept but for girls it's like a big news that you HAVE TO spread to the entire world .. okay, to her entire friends, even those that don't know you. When meeting someone new, guys will do the handshake or the hit the knuckle thingy and start some man's topic to talk about. For us, we will condemn the girl for a awhile, commenting they way she dress, her looks, flabby arms or pimple face, most importantly, doesn't have a bitch face* and if she's okay then we will start hanging out with her. When a guy's gf is being 'snatch' away by some other guy, they will let her go and wish her all the best [not all guys for this] For us girls, i'm a good example, just wanna curse the girl and wanna make things ugly for both of them. To us, that revenge is sweet. Guys take things lightly, they won't make a big fuss unless it really affects them deeply until it hit their pride. For girls, no matter how feather light is the thing, we just wanna make a big fuss out of it. Right, now tell me i hit the jackpot :]

Believe me, i met like alot of hypocrites, backstabbers, bitches and sluts. So many that i'm afraid of having new girl friends anymore.

Someone trynna play bitch games with me, someone tryna say things i'm not about me, someone trying to act bitch with me, someone spreading rumours about me, someone trying to do some sort of trick behind my back and when that someone does any of that, it's when my bitch mode is on. Oh! and when some people trynna be funny with my girl friends lah, i'm totally offended if my girls are 'bullied'. If you read my archives, there's this girl which i talked about because she trynna be a clown in her blog by saying things about Eve, i even called her on her phone just to scold her. Hmmm.. i'm kinda straightforward sometimes if that makes me a bitch.
Other than that, i usually keep it off.

There's a few girls from last time and now say that i got a bitch face*. I was thinking, how do they differentiate between a bitch face and a non-bitch face girl. Like what kind of face is bitchy to you? How can you judge a person just by her looks? Those people are idiots, they think they have diploma/degree at face reading, like if the nose is a bit wide, the eyes is this & that, her lips is whatwhatwhat, she is definitely a bitch. *SHOUT! Retards!!*

I don't mind being called a bitch because i know sometimes i am one but it's way too over if you call me a slut.

There's always a bitch in a girl, to follow her anot is up to us.

Bitchology,
Being a bitch means i stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those i love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my way. I live my life MY way. I won't allow anyone to step on me. I refuse to tolerate injustice. I have the courage and strenght to allow myself to be me. So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame, squash every onuce of beauty i hold within. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a Bitch, so be it.

B.I.T.C.H

Beautiful Idividuals That Causes Hard-ons

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*Clear throat Flip hair Roll eyes*

Just now, i was kinda offended. To the max kind.
Anyway, it's not about any bitch stuffs that i'm talking about.

~~Excuse me, I NEVER say i want to go lorh.~~

Goodnights

* The above contents have absoutely no connection in Boy Girl Relationship.

* Contents are of my opinions and thoughts, it's not necessary for you to agree with it.

2010-09-20T18:28:00.000+08:00

Those are pretty awesome movies i caught recently :D

But that, is disappointing. It's a waste of time & money :/

Haha, depression.

2010-09-16T02:58:00.003+08:00

They cause us ; me and some fat friends from somewhere in the world to have depression. Just by looking at how leggy and slim they are makes me wanna starve myself for a week, ahhemm .. a month :/ Can't imgaine what i will do if i have a friend with such figure. Maybe i will cut my fats away, literally. I THINK i'm putting on weight already. I feel round :( Of course, i'm not fat to the extend you are thinking right now but i'm just not very slim.

Yesyes, i know .. very fat so stop rubbing it in okay?!!

Being slim or skinny AND pretty is what a girl SHOULD possess, k lah .. for me i think that way lah ! Any other things like being smart and have talents is totally a bonus point lor, with that we will be able to survive in Singapore, i guess so? So many lines to choose from and the future so bright unless you girls, like me, wanna be a bimbo. A Rich Bimbo. To be be rich, it will be either your family or go to work. So the only choice i have is to work :/ But bimbos don't work, how now boo cow?!!! Kns. I'm not saying i'm poor but just not rich enough to reach the bimbotic standard. Sighs. Oh! and and, even the ugliest clothes look expensive on you can?! I can buy a room of clothes if i have a standard model figure. Eg; ParisHilton. S'pore models are short. Sorry, no offence.

As for work, i believe those bosses will judge from your looks too. If you are pretty but with not a very high qualification and someone super ugly with a higher qualification than you, i think .. think only lah! The boss will choose the prettier one. They can learn those things when they working but ugly how? Everyday go work won't become prettier eh. If those jobs require you to meet client, high possibility they will choose the pretty ones.

Relationships?
No need to say so much. Guys are always guys. They always say "aiyah.. looks not important lah. Must love me, faithful than good in the heart can already" HAHA! Fuck you -'- They are obviously lying, to them looks is important. How many percent, depends of different guys already. If the guy is ugly, they won't expect much also lah but be surprised that some below/average looking guys can get hot babes, why? The guy is rich. Confirm plus guarantee chop ! Most girl, I SWEAR is neither me nor Evelyn, are materialistic. You guys must be thinking i'm like the materialistic kind right but HELL NO ! I'm not or else Dennis long ago would declare bankrupt or go to jail for robbery hehehe!

Which guys doesn't like a hot babe clingy onto their arm and sashay down town? Which guy in the right mind won't like it? except gays -.- obviously. Tell me? Don't say is your boyfriend, i won't believe it.

As for friends, i think they have will lots of cool, high-end friends lah but the closer ones are usually the not so pretty/outstanding ones and they only have a couple of close girlfriends only. I think? Some shows are like that. Few good ones is better than a whole lot of bad ones.

Seriously cannot stand some girls nowaday, they are, 1-word, S.L.U.T. They should just stay at home and scrub their pussy and not going around getting benefits from guys in exchange of sex, disturbing guys that are attached, betray their own boyfriend and use "Iloveyou" like it stands for "I so wanna suck you C*** and get me a LV after that!" Damm.. what are they thinking uh? Can some slut like answer me? If the answer is reasonable then i might respect sluts next time.
But you know what?
It's impossible because i met one and i seriously hate her. Don't ask me who, i feel disgusted to even say her name or what happen anymore, i'll be boiling. I know about another one too and totally disgusted by her actions, she used to be my friend.

I didn't know i will be typing so much when in the first place i only wanna show some pictures. Not some, actually. So, here we go :]

I love those kind of dressing.

Do you think they barf alot to get such bodies? Hmmm ..
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They are so hot, i wanna cry :'(

=(

Turn off right ?! ?! ?!
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Feeling better ?

Goood ...
am gonna sleep now ! I just took flu pills and i'm feeling sleepy =O Zzzz ..

*Pictures are kindly from Tumblr.
*Those are just my thoughts and opinion, you don't necessarily have to agree with it.

Goodnight ! :D

LOL

2010-09-13T18:29:00.002+08:00

Look alikes.
No offence, just for entertainment purposes.

Photoshop fail.

1) The guy is holdng the photoshopped cheaque.
They forgot about the reflection on the car ;x

2) Where's her leg ?!

3)Extra arm for Beyonce ! Nice ..

Gags.

Best ! LOL

Damm cute lah !

2010-09-09T01:30:00.000+08:00

I don't want people to think i overly obsessed with Justin Bieber but don't you think he's really cute ? Okay, some of you hate him but you still listen to his song so .. STFU !! You people are just jealous that he can get all this fame & money at such a young age :x Get over it.

It's 2am and i have sat infront of my computer for freaking 12 hours doing nothing but reading blogs & facebook. My back is aching, Goodness! My eyes is terrible : (

Uh am a professional bummer :D

Not a good thing thou.

Edited,

2010-09-07T16:32:00.007+08:00

What's with photographer and cmi models arh seriously ?!

Well well, i'm up with the sun that's so awfully hot & bright and accompanied with a crazy swelling right eye which is more than half close. Not the eyelid anymore, it's a bloody sore eye & Sucks !

Anw, i got chio nails and i'm bangsssss already so now the big problem is my freaking RIGHT eye that cannot stop giving me problems !

Mum; Eh.. so early wake up le ah ? Aiyo what happen to your eyes ?!
Me; Got worm inside.
Mum; Inside your room?
Me; -.- inside my eyes
Mum; Lucky not in your room.
Me; Knn!
Mum; *walk away*
*Worm in my eyes is obviously a joke*

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I didn't know some people are afraid of showing pictures of them younger to people. It's like a big hoohaa to them y'know and just because of that it led on to many unwanted stuffs.

Why would you bother to hide how you look like in the past when you already look good in the present, am i right? The stupidest thing is that the only changes done is to the hair, not like you went plastic surgery or something. When we are younger we don't have much fashion sense yet so we might look abit stupid but if you look good now, why bother to hide? Can laugh with your friends about how gong /stupid you look last time what. If you feel unfair that they laugh at yours then find their pictures and joke back. Easy peasy, no ?

Yes, i understand people are afraid of exposing ugly (present) pictures because they wanna maintain how good they look like now. But showing people pictures of you younger only make people impressed about how different you look compared to the past and obviously, opening doors to compliment. Good or bad?
Whatever it is, i don't think i'm a fault. It's a super tiny winy thing that we can laugh at and pass it off. YOU wanna make a big fuss about it, then shall be it.

" I care about my image wrong ah. You don't care about your image your problem but i do ok. "
- from offended person.

Erm .. I do care about my image but not to YOUR extend. People care about how i look now, not how i look last time. Everything is about the present and the future. No-one can ever fucking go back to how they look like in the past. Past is the past, get over with it. I look good now and my primary school friends are pretty amazed. Even if my sec school mates laugh at how ugly i look like last time, i will just laugh and say " At least i change and look better NOW right? What about you? Trying to get back to primary school? " *If you get the joke*

If your friends really choose to be your friend because you look good, then in the first place .. why is it even call friend? *typing till here, i still don't see what's wrong and why YOU should make a big hoohaa about it*
Can't you see how comfortable i am around with my friends even thou i look hideous with a swelling eyes and no make ups? They even seen my wake up face before.

You like to look good and protect your image so much right? Go ahead. I detest that kind of behaviour and it's really disappointing that it's actually coming from you.

What's worst is it led on to even worst matters.

That is, you are sick of tolerating me.

Well, i got it.

2010-09-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

2010-09-03T14:47:00.004+08:00

Caught that recently, kinda cool :D

Hey ya, i just watched a show about some time capsule thingy and a thought came to me.I'm gonna write a letter on my 18th birthday about the things i want eg; Collection of Lvs or Chanels and how i want my life to be in the next ten years. Yes, i'm gonna write it to myself and keep it till i'm 28 on 27 Nov 2020. When i'm 28, immma open it and see if i got the life and the things i wanted, better or worst? Shall see!

Erm .. Provided i'm able to keep the letter for ten yers lah. Gonna ask Evelyn to do it with me and i'll ask her to write something about me in the letter so that she got no excuse to run away from me for the next ten years HAHAHA :p Cool isn't it ? Okay .. Maybe not that cool cause maybe someone from somewhere already done that but whatever! I'm gonna try it. I'll photocopy a few of my letters in case the original one get lost but it's not exciting to see the photocopied ones :( Ah whatever ...

I already thought of what to writeand next i need to get a pink paper and a pink envelope ! :D

My nails are super ugly, gonna get it done.

I'm so fat .. that i can fly with my flabby arms.
Need to stop eating and i swear my mouth is constantly chewing on something, need to get on diet now. NOW!

; Ya right ! -.- *slaps* IT'S A MUST !

I just dyed my hair and i'm in love with the colour but there's another hair show going on, should i go for the casting anot ? Later they cut shorts and dye to some dark colours how ?

I wanna go bangs, should i? Later i go work people laugh at me :/

So many question, and yes they are the most important ones for now. Like what Evelyn -clickable said, a little worries & problems in life is healthy but you see! The above are the worrysess (no such word, i made it up myself so the whole sentence sound nicer) worries & the most problematic problems i'm having right now. Sighs, I think i need to stir up some troubles to give me some problems BUT! not bitchy problems *spits*

Buyeeeee !

Plans

2010-08-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

So, i'm kinda lost for ideas to celebrate Dennis's birthday. I seriously got no plans and his birthday is aporaching in just a few days. I might be kinda busy but hopefully i will be able to squeeze out some time.
Nah, enough of BBQs & chalets. It's a waste of money. Wait till he is 21 and i promise i'll make his a big bash in a enormous chalet LOL we'll see about that.

1)

Universal Studio.

He wanted to go but knowing the duo roller-coaster is not open, he changed his mind. But i so wanna go y'know, it looks so fun ! Erm .. yeah .. fun ~ "But without the roller-coaster, paying 66$ is not worth it" - Quoted by Dennis Chua. [OUT]

2)

Marina Bay Sands.So beautiful right? Maybe we could have a 8 course meal each with super duper small portion, at the skypark IF there's a restuarant. I don't know, never thought of checking out that place yet. But even if he want, i would totally disagree with it. I don't like romantic dinner, it's so boring. Girls have to be soooo gentle with style and the portion of the food is super cutely small. I like eating with friends or with him alone at some noisy place. [OUT]

3)

Sentosa, again.
But this would be a good idea thou. Since i need to get my back tan and Evelyn didn't get to dip into the sea with us, we can go head over there again ! :D BUT PLEASE DON'T RAIN ! Ohya! Did i mention that i actually dip into seawater after 7years? I was allergic to seawater/dirty water when i was younger but i tried, i'm okay. Hopefully. Eh, back to topic. So we will have to wake up early early so that we can have MORE time to play and tan. Ludge and skyride is a must this time we go.Erm, beach ball, frisbee, swim, climb tree and PICNIC. Am always so excited about the picnic only. Don't think we will stay till night, there wouldn't be much to do. (Eve & I not legal age yet) So sentosa is morning to late afternoon.

Dinner

I decided on having buffet for dinner because Dennis's friends are mostly big eaters, including me ahhem .. and Evelyn. DON'T LAUGH, not funnyyy ~ blooooooooodded! Okay, way out of topic already. But i couldn't decide on which cusine to choose from. There will definitely be malay so chinese food is out. I wanna find a mixed buffet but i'm sucks at finding good food with reasonable price. I don't want my friends to pay for disgusting food. Stress .. I wanna decorate the cake at Tampines 1 but i can possibly go back & forth right? :( sian ..

Go for movie after that ! Haunted Changi, so Dennis's friend please don't watch it first.

After that we can think what to do again :)

That's it.

2010-08-30T16:51:00.000+08:00

My cute little make up bag !

Horribly tan back because i applyy the sun block unevenly :( Sighs, my back used to be one of my best body part because there's no pimples or scars like other girls.

I wanna dye my hair really soon and get myself tan to fixed my back ! >:/

A Good Friend Indeed.

2010-08-29T06:35:00.016+08:00

I got lots of stuff regarding this on my mind yesterday night before i finally fall asleep and yes! i fell asleep and i forget everything -.-

But whatever it is, i wanna blog.

I am utterly disappointed with a friend of mine. We used to be kinda close and i promise to stand by her no matter what but now, i seriously give up. I mean it. I can't be bothered with her anymore.
I cannot stand her F.A.T attitude ( Friend and throw ) seriously, that's her big problem. From the day i met her till now she never change. Times & times i'm being dump by her but i still go back to her side when she is at her lowest. Okay for eg; She got a friend A for awhile then she met B. She chose to go with B cause B is much more fun-er than A. While hanging out with B she met C and then she realised C is better than she met D and the bloody thing just goes on and on to Z. Irritating right ? Maybe she doesn't feel it's wrong because she is born that way, to her it's like a natural thing, locked in her personality and character. I thought we would be okay cause she did promise me too but still ? Fuck it.
I'm not being mean but seriously, given her character i don't think she will have a true friend. I admit, i don't have many girl friends because i think one is enough. Evelyn (Okay, i will talk about it later in the post) She is like one person trying to mingle into a group of fun friends but she doesn't know among that fun friends, they have their own good/true friends so she is standing alone. When i'm trying not to make her alone, she chose to ignore me. Good for her than. When she realised she is being betrayed, she doubt me. Forget it.
So i hope, at some time in her wonderful fun friends life she got really down and really clearly realize that there isn't anyone around her who can truly listen about her problems. Take note of the word, TRULY. Someone that stay up just to listen to your problems, answer your call and listen to your cries (that's what Evelyn did) or all nonsense crap you are blabbering when you are crying so hard and whatever other things a TRUE friend will do. Not those that give you a pat on your head to toe and just asking you to stop crying and the hidden meaning is that they are fucking irritated with your cries and they bloody wish you can stop. Maybe not all meant that way la but still .. you will never know. Buying her something and she can conveniently throw it at some ulu place and totally forget about it. Seriously, if she doesn't give a fuck, i don't think i should too.
Whatever it is, her problem is not mine now.

I met this girl too, not very close and never wish to be close too. I think she doesn't have true friends too because her mouth is so dirty that a thousand bottles of dettol is not enough. She haven't even get to know that person and she can bad-mouthed them as if she know her for years. I hope one day she will drink cement LOL jokejoke. Mistook superglue as toothpaste is enough *Evil smile*

If there is a stronger word for hate, i will definitely use it now.
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Evelyn Poh -clickable

13 years old till now means 5years still counting ..

She is a Sagittarius and our birth dates are only 4days apart. She eats like a glutton and i like that because if i hang out with skinny bitches, i have to eat salads with them and think how to get rid of what's left on them. Bones. Eating is very important to me, so with a friend like her, i enjoy eating even more ! :D Sometimes she will eat away the outer part of the nuggets because it's crispy and leave the insides for me.
She is clean, i mean clean clean not what you are thinking right now. I like clean people. I don't like those with dandruff, messy hair, body odour and look sloppy wherever they go. I like the fresh look on people.
She is not those cocky kind. She is humble. Really.
She start to play lan with me ! ! GAH !
She stays faithful to her partner. She doesn't flirt around unlike those girls i know or my friend's girlfriend. Then i have to listen to them complaining what their gf did with some other guys. Pretty disgusting.
She's not those annoying kind that whines all day because of one tiny winny shit that happened.
She likes pretty things, good skin and pretty nails. I know many other girls too but she's different in my way okay !?
Above all that, she is always here with me to share my laughter and tears. Erm .. maybe a couple of times leaving me for her boyfriend but it's okay. Who doesn't right ? The only thing i can't help but get angry with her is she always being late and make me wait for freaking long. I know, me too but still ... she is not going school, she is going out to meet me !

I appreciate having her as my friend and so i treat her like my sister. I will use all i can to make this friendship last as long as possible. So right here in my blog, i don't know when she will read this but i'm gonna say , " YOU, Evelyn Poh. We are gonna celebrate our 18th birthday together no matter what. I have been saying this since we are 13 but we didn't manage to do it. This year, our 18th birthday let's celebrate together okay ? *blink blink eyes* We doesn't have to cut cake and blow candles cause after or before birthday is bad or something. But just celebrate together and make it the best 18th we have okay ? :D :D " I don't dare to say face to face to her cause it's so mushy and i shy LOL

Dennis's birthday is next week, do what you tell me ?!

That's it.

I have posted quite a number of pictures below ( Tony & Guy, Sentosa and Ubin) , if you can't see go back older post :D

Current favourite song.
California Girls,
cause it's so bimboish ! :D :D :D

Sentosa !

2010-08-29T06:10:00.011+08:00

Tsk.. Tsk..

He wear shades because his eyes ..

HAHAHA! Just joking.

Reached ! :D :D

I blinked.

Major Cum.

Back home with red skin.

AND >:/ I didn't apply the sun block properly on my back and now there is patches of tan colours here and there. Some got shape somemore ; Triangle -.- Idiotic. Gotta go back tanning to cover up. Soon soon.

Ubin

2010-08-29T05:41:00.009+08:00

Rayban !

Spot the difference LOL

HAHAHAHA!

Almost died when going up those slopes.

I smoke i show, unlike you.
Smoke and deny, worst .. got evidences you actually puffed.

Byeeee !

OH Wait !
That's you ! :p

Tony & Guy

2010-08-29T04:56:00.004+08:00

Drug Addict theme. Nice right ?

Ahem ..

Ours, The dead.
Yup ! That's it.

For more you can click >> Tony & Guy << click

2010-08-27T17:52:00.001+08:00

My life is pretty amazing and kinda busy but still,
very much enjoying it.

I promise i will blog more ! :D

Envy me ; I'm everything you are not.

Randoms

2010-08-17T03:35:00.005+08:00

It's either you love my nails or my phone, so which you choose?

BOTH ! :D

Fell at Changi when heading to find Fxq 21st b'day chalet :/
Pain la sial, you see! It's swelling :(
I did mention on facebook about my swollen eye but i think i will keep my ugly picures to a certain limit HEH !

What do you like about your bag ? hmmm .. .. ..

I really love my bag because,

When i open it, it's such a beautiful sight :]

Kinda crazy about this Poker game.

One night.

(!)
Chocolate Ice-cream & Hot Chocolate [BEST!!]
*Hate Vanilla to the max.

Hearts ! ! !
We took lots of ugly pictures, ready to post them up soon!

"Joanne/Joanna (s) are bitches " - from Eve's blog
More than happy to agree with it :D but i'll say she is a SLUT.
Nope, i haven't get over with it. Never will i .

Ohhh.. are you reading?
I shouldn't say that, i'm so very very awfully

SORRY!

-'- KISS MY ASS.

I'm returning back to modeling real soon ! :}

HELP ! me click my nuffnang, THANKS !

2010-08-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

It's more than awesome.

Go catch it ! :D

Hope this will be nice ? :x

Can't wait.

Oh, did i mention that me and my 5 other friends saw a pocong at tampines at the same time? :/

At night.

2010-08-14T22:07:00.007+08:00

One night we decided to head down ECP to play that thing.

and it almost make me wanna cry cause it's so tiring and next day my calves ache like crazy that i can't even walk properly.
Applies to me only :x

Some night.

It's addictive ! Very.

Yah, i eat apple pie with garlic chilli.
You guys should try it ! :}

My phone is the one thing i love to see everytime starting from now.

ohhh .. and my watch !
Yup! am a ultimate pink lover can anot ?!

Movie Marathon.
Okok ! Tony & Guy pictures real sooooooon :x

Changi !

2010-08-14T21:31:00.011+08:00

Don't secretly love my lashes LOL

Saw my mouth ? Camera effect.

Erm, drunkards.

Own world ! :D

Gees !

2010-08-07T19:26:00.002+08:00

When i'm nice to you, it doesn't mean you are important to me. I'm just treating you like what other humans do.

If you are important to me, i will treat you what other humans won't.

So to all my important people around, i love you ! :D

2010-08-03T16:40:00.007+08:00

It takes time to get over.

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Here we go, just take note of the 3 girly cutie pies.

Location : Boat Quay Prata shop LOL

Enormous arm GOD !
Must watch Xiaxue's video "Not to kiap your arm when taking pictures, must push out the shoulder"

That's a QX (police car) behind us anway.

K, that's it and i know you guys secretly adore my hair in those pictures ! HAHAHAHA :D

Up next : Modeling for Tony & Guy Hairshow.

2010-07-28T05:42:00.006+08:00

Hello, Hello, Baby you called? I can't hear a thang.

I got more than this 2 pictures to post, so if you wanna see more of my retarded but still adorable *ahhemmm* face, keep visiting for updates! :]

I know i know, i kinda neglect this blog for awhile. I'm working and i hardly got things or time to blog, so sorry :/ Ohwell, i took a short break from work so i might be able to blog more, maybe abit more.

I don't know whoever would read but in order not to make me slap your face *juuuuust jokingggg* (those that wanna be my friend) , please visit more often cause i'll be posting more about my likes & dislikes, be it guys, girls, food or friends or anything that is gonna do with ME.

Food.

The one thing i will never ever eat in my life is, Tau pok. Why? [You will think the reason is super stupid] When i was around P3 or so i was in a Christian childcare, whenever we are eating, we MUST clear everything that is in our plate. That very day, i had this huge rectangle piece of tau pok left in my plate and i just wouldn't wanna eat it. The teachers keep forcing me until i cry, after that i had a very bad tummyache. From then on, i never wanna eat that bloody thing again LOL.

I hate crispy stuffs eg; hashbrown, fish & chips, chicken cutlet, pizza crisp. My dearest Evelyn, knowing i hate crispy food, she always eat the outer part of the nugget and give it to me. Sweet right?! Your head .. She just doesn't like the insides cause she lovesssss crispy stuffs, so we always share :) Ohya, when i eat LongJohn you will see how i remove the outer part so nicely done and only eat the insides.

I scared/dislike to eat fish with bones. That's why D always help me remove those god damm bones before giving them to me and I SERIOUSLY HATE FISH WITH THAT FISHY/XING TASTE. If you know what i mean.

I don't like people 'kiaping'/take food for me unless i ask them to do so because i hate mixing different dishes together.

I don't take bland food, when i said bland it means without chilli. So whatever i eat, there must be that bit of spiciness in it. Don't come tag me and say "so ice-cream you also put chilli lah!?" Seriously, you can go and die.

I don't like popcorns.

I don't like to drink tapwater unless i got no other choice.

I don't eat funny parts of a pig except for it's meat.

I don't take crabsticks, fishballs and vegetables for steamboat. The moment i say " Wait, later i will eat. Let me have a puff first. " means I AM FREAKING FULL so i may or may not eat already. Most probably, i will not.

I love to drink soup.

I just say how awful the food is infront of the staff.

I love to eat LOL

*K lah, i kinda tired and lazy to say already*

One thing out of the food thingy is that, when i'm sleeping. Please try not to irritate me with your calls or any other thing that might wake me up cause that is when my temper is really bad. Never try to draw the curtains to tell me the sun is calling me, i will fucking beat you up. I swear. D got a taste of it many many times but he still like to do it -.-

Counter Striking & L4D2-ing for many days !

I think Xiaxue photoshopped her picture is reasonable and drop dead gorgeous because she did show her nude face or past not-so-nice pictures before, but other girls just wanna get faker and faker on the net.

I hope your eyes spoil.

I'll be back soon ! :D

2010-07-19T14:34:00.000+08:00

Good ol' days

2010-07-18T16:48:00.000+08:00

Open your eyes and see how i enjoy my life.

Watch & learn.

2010-07-15T13:50:00.002+08:00

Life is pretty alright only abit of hangover and drunk shits here and there & whenever i'm counting my blueblacks i will wonder how i actually got them :/ Ohwell ..

Abit of messed up friendships problem but it's all settled already. How can anyone (only a friend) control who you wanna make friends with and stuffs? Ridiculous right. Lucky my girl willing to come back to my side ~phew~

I miss Evelyn Poh Limin ohhhhh ♥

We are gonna be fine again,

2010-07-14T18:24:00.001+08:00

Can't have the best of both world.

2010-07-12T13:54:00.003+08:00

In your eyes, 发现一种东西叫爱 ♥

Sometimes it’s hard to say no when you really mean yes, it’s hard to close your eyes when you really want to see, it’s hard to forget when you really can’t and the hardest is to go when you really want to stay.

2010-07-12T13:21:00.004+08:00

u trying hard to look like stella? lol

Oh come on, who is she for me to even copy her? I don't colour my eyes lerh hello?!

- - - - -

Okay umm, i'm just that bit of irritated with people saying I wanna copy that woman. So to clear this whole copy thing, i'm gonna list reasons to why I WILL NEVER COPY HER.

1. She only got those pictures that's why people will visit her blog. Ask her to remove those pictures and you will see those content is totally blah.

2. She try to use better words to act as if she got a very good English but the fact is she doesn't. Sometimes she even use the wrong term/words and the whole sentence sound so funny LOL

3. She's so fake with those horrible thick make ups. I mean, i got no problem with thick make ups but she is just that bit too over. She HAVE TO cover here and there so that she won't expose her naked face or eyes. So what if you have small eyes and single eyelid? No one will blame you for that. I won't deny that she's pretty (with make ups)

4. She smoke but she keeps denying. For fuck?

5. I just cannot stand the way she blogs, it's so .. it's so .. it's so .. i don't even know how to express it in words. Goodness.

6. We are schoolmates since sec and WE ARE NOT IN VERY GOOD TERM so why the hell would i wanna copy her?

7.Why wouldn't i copy Xiaxue instead? She's a star blogger lerh hello? My idol eh.

8. I got my own readers, i use words to keep them not pictures.

9. .. .. I will think again.

So for now, re-read the 8 reasons before saying that i'm trying to copy her. I don't, i won't, never will i. STFU and get lost.

Why are you sucha slut?

It takes a slut to know a slut, so are you one ? If no, then STFU.

I do formspring is to answer proper questions, not those like the above. Thanks alot bitches.

2010-07-11T20:27:00.003+08:00

You made me,

- - - - - - - - - -

Hiii, update more, love reading your blog. :D Takecare of your health yo!

Yeah babe, i will. Thanks ! :]

- - - - - - - - - - - -

It's easy to see who is your good friend and who is not.

Answered.

2010-07-10T16:34:00.001+08:00

If you could wake up as anyone tomorrow,
who would it be?

Paris Hilton :D

2010-07-10T15:21:00.003+08:00

Heeheehee !

There's nothing to do on Facebook but why is it so addictive? LOL

Ask me,
Formspring.me/Xueryl

2010-07-10T13:46:00.003+08:00

Justin Bieber ; You smile

Oh
Yeah
Mmmm

I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (oh)
Cause whenever
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)

If you need me
I'll come running
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (oh whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey

Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby (hey)
You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever work for nothing
You are my ins and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey

You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Oh
You smile I smile
You smile I smile

'He break voice already and it sounds pretty weird but sexay :)

2010-07-10T13:27:00.005+08:00

Un-pretty pics but awesome people !

Favourite singer, Ak

I must be saying something about half a million if not she won't be looking at me like that LOL

Soccer fever.

I think i got fat fingers or is it the lights?

Told ya, my favourite singer.

2010-07-06T21:58:00.013+08:00

HI I KNOW IT'S GETTING BORED HERE ! BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT ANYMORE ! SORRRRY !
Didn't do much events & shoots cause i'm working nightlife and often dead tired in the morning already.

& What's with people googling for Penny Dior? LOL they all end up in my blog. It's not 1 or 2 is 25. I wonder what she did this time round.

Bought!

Ugly bo?

After work last night, Top bar with all the crazy lesbians :]

Thought of who eh? LOL

F,

J,

Lesbianssss :D

So that's how i got my hangover.

I read your blog Ohwell .. it's time.

; I didn't know it would be this difficult.

2010-07-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

I'm working nightlife now, so kinda busy.
Okay, it's pretty obvious my blog readers is decreasing.

So so sorry :(

2010-06-30T06:37:00.003+08:00

I cannot stand cocky bitches.

Why should i tolerate that kind of cockiness from her ?!

Disgusted -'-

2010-06-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

Non-stop drinking session and i mean it, it's like everyday :]

I had a very bad hangover yesterday night. The pain in my head and on the back of my neck hurts so badly and so i told myself to stop drinking cause it's freaking awful but still, i drank because of you.

Played Texas poker with Martell Beer Water and whatever liquid and make you sure you die LOL and that's how i got my hangover :x

Drinking became a habit of mine.

Be happy with what you want, nobody is gonna stop you. All i want is you, to forget about the past and be happy with the present and whatever the future is gonna be, i will always be here whenever you need me. Favorite ♥

爱你

爱多说一点
想我就多看一眼
表现多一点点
让我能真的看见
oh bye少说一点
想陪你不只一天
多一点
让我心甘情愿爱你
如果你突然打了个喷嚏那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手机吵醒啊那是因为我关心
常常想你说的话是不是别有用心
明明很想相信却又忍不住怀疑
在你的心里我是否就是唯一
爱就是有我常烦着你
喜欢在你的臂弯里胡闹你的世界是一座城堡
在大头贴画满心号贴在手机上对你微笑
常常想我说的话你是否听得进去
明明很想生气却又止不住笑意
oh在我的心里你真的就是唯一
爱就是有我常赖着你
就这样一天多一点慢慢地累积感觉
两人的世界就能够贴近一点
hey baby情话多说一点想我就多看一眼
多一点才会慢慢发现
因为你让我心甘情愿
爱你

2010-06-21T16:39:00.006+08:00

Hello people !

Been drinking like crazy lately because of work/events and it's so hard to get drunk -.- Sucks. Y'know, it's like when you are drunk, you can sleep really well but if you aren't .. you can't even sleep. I mean, for me it's like that. I even mixed beer with liquor and hope to k.o by the end of the night or before the stupid sun rises. Nope, it doesn't work for me already how now boo cow ?

I wanna bleach my brows to a lighter colour but i don't want to do it myself, so where can i go to? and i wanna get my hair & nails done asap. They are so ugly right now.

Eww ! She got the Lv Neverfull but lucky not the design that i want. Her's Monogram Canvas while de one i'm getting is Damier Ebene Canvas. Phew ~ I don't want to have anything similar to her except being a female.

I know, very pretty.

-
Everyone miss the part when someone is woo-ing you and it felt like you are in heaven. Yeah, i kinda miss that feeling too but the woo-ing period is always so short and people get into a relationship real fast without enjoying it. But well, i did enjoy for a good whole 6months last time :] Both so shy and stuffs, texting each other almost every minute except sleeping time. Thinking about where to go, what to do with the person. It's so nice and i miss the feeling of the first kiss, the first hug and those things you do the first time with that person. The feeling is really different, it feels great. It's really something to remember and i will always remember :) and i hope the first time will be back again.

Listen; Do you remember

Hey! Jay Sean
Yeah! Sean Paul
Lil Jon!
This one right here is for all the ladies
Ladies who want to take it back
(i don't know what Sean Paul said)
Holler at them Jay

I've been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to live we could start again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back

(Yo Jay Sing for these ladies!)

So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How you how you doing
And how about we don't let this happen again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Jay Sean Do You Remember
Just you and me tonight
Jay Sean Do You Remember lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/jay-sean-do-you-remember-lyrics.html
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)

Yo ay girl yo bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun
When I was still your number one
Well it might seem far-fetched baby girl but it can't be done
I've got this feeling fire blazing and it's hot just like the sun
Know you feel it too my girl just freeze up may the good vibes run ...
Girl take a sip of the champange take a lil trip down my lane my girl
While you noe every night you'll feel alright look I tell you dis girl atta My world
Dont change imma na Rearange Ay girl imma tell you straight dis atta my world
How many years do you want come kiss dis I know you miss this
That's what I heard that's what I heard that's what I heard word girl
(written by ear as heard by Mj22)

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Oh)
Let's bring it back

Always loving you,

2010-06-18T11:51:00.003+08:00

Imma bitch !
cause D said that i treat him like poopoo :x

Hey, don't blame him. Is me cause ..

I AM A BITCH !
I'm so fuck up that i can be the worst girl on earth!

Happy?

D,
please understand that my life isn't easy too.

At some point of time, some people just have to sacrifice that bit. I think i have sacrifice too much that now you demand for more. Learn to give, not only to take. I changed because you are worth it, but now .. you don't. You have to think before you speak, really. It's not nice.

Don't have to threaten, i'm not scared.

I have to make a very big decision that i will regret for life.

Don't say sorry for what you have done,
it is as good as saying sorry for being yourself.

If it's too pain to love,
never tell your partner cause it's too hurt to hear that.

I gotta keep myself really busy with all events and dance.

I want to get drunk

I love you !

2010-06-18T02:53:00.002+08:00

Yes! Dance for the event :]

I have problems with left & right, i can't even get the direction right. Angry >:/ Thanks Xuanny for being so patient ! :)

2010-06-16T13:22:00.002+08:00

Cause he never learn, never will he.

Hmm-Mm
Yeah, Yeahh, Yeah (Uhh-Huhh)
Show Me What You Mean Boy
Cause I Could Get Used To This
Obsessed With Your Sexiness
It's You That's In My Heart
And I Know What You're Tryin to Do
Your Making Me Work For Youuu
Making Me Fuss Over You
I Can't Help If I'm In Love

And I Know With
That Look In Your Eye (My Baby)
That You Want Me To
For The Very First Time
I've Got The Strangest Feeling
In My Mind
I'm Thinkin Of What To Do
For The Very First Time
Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning
The Best Time I Have Is With You

Unashamed Of Showing My Affection
Just Spend Alittle Time With You
Stay Up Late On The Phone To You
I Can't Believe What I Feel Inside

And I Know With
That Look In Your Eye (My Baby)
That You Want Me To

For The Very First Time
I've Got The Strangest Feeling
In My Mind
I'm Thinkin Of What To Do
For The Very First Time
Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning
The Best Time I Have Is With You

For The Very First Time
I've Got The Strangest Feeling
In My Mind
I'm Thinkin Of What To Do
For The Very First Time
Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning
The Best Time I Have Is With You

I've Seen it time and time befor, Yeah
You've Got My Hand
If You Ever Really Need It
Anytime That You'd Think You Fall
I'm With You, I'm With You
Don't Really Need A Second Invitation
Give Me Something To Look Forward To
All I Want Is A little affirmation
To Be With You

I've Got The Strangest Feeling
Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning
Baby, Baby
I Feel So Alive

For The Very First Time
For The Very First Time (Very First Time)
I've Got The Strangest Feeling (I've Got The Strangest Feeling)
In My Mind
I'm Thinkin Of What To Do (What To Do)
For The Very First Time
Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning (Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning)
The Best Time I Have Is With You (Best Time I Have Is With You)

2010-06-15T11:03:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,
aaaahhhhhhhhaaaaa .. Sound so gay LOL

I hate having to wake up just because someone have to send some stupid messages that is so souring and i can't go back to sleep peacefully. I, a sleeping champion among my friends actually couldn't go back to bed and is sitting here blogging.

Oh well, i will eat and blog and barf -.-

"When it's yours, it yours. No matter how hard you try and it never comes back, it was never yours" or "If you love something set it free, if it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was" You trying to act out what the both phrases trying say is it.

You know what?! It will eventually become yours IF you tried your best and is really your best of the very very best best BEST. Just because you hang around for a few days means you tried? Bullshit. The only person that know you did your best is that special someone you are doing it for and if she/he couldn't feel a thing, you think you did your best? Obviously not. So rather than giving up what you called love, wouldn't it be better to give more to that someone? Of course, you must be sure that that person is really worth giving your best.

Set someone free?!!!
Doesn't that person worth you holding on? Simple as that.

You call that love? Think again.

2010-06-14T21:37:00.004+08:00

Just because they think i should be treated better, they have been really very very sweet to me and i really wanna thank them for that. I will not list them all here as there is really too much and i'm afraid that i will miss out a couple of them. You know who you are, so thank you.
A big BIG thank you ! ♥

-

I am very sociable, i can clique with people easily and i'm more open type of girl but that doesn't mean i'm loose. I draw a very thin line between people and me BUT i know my limits. Take note : I KNOW MY LIMITS. So, i know what i'm doing. Please watch your mouth and i appreciate it. M.

-

They are the ones that cause people to break up and they got the cheek to ask for more. They should just shut up. Really.

Some people are so self-centered.

Don't do things without thinking about people's feelings especially what you have said.

I don't know what to do with you already.

Can you do something ?

Nights !

2010-06-10T23:00:00.019+08:00

Hello, i'm still alive!
No doubts, still continue to drink and get into a really bad state every night. So don't ask me about those blueblacks on my leg and the burn marks on my hand :x

Don't worry, still as fair and adorable as ever LOL !

I caught,
Not bad and the intense feeling damm shiok ! 7/10

Shooting & meeting yesterday, i miss my boss and she said my face look so shag -.- I told her i have been drinking every night after i broke up with D and she kinda scolded me'You are a strong girl but your heart is so fragile! No guy is worth turning yourself into this state' LOL whatever. She said she's gonna keep me busy with shoots and dance YES !

Camwhore, opps! with my red PowerPuffGirls pj :x

Drink at Sakura after shooting.

Our usual,

Drink drank and drunk, recently everytime i'm drunk i cry.

and this lady actually came down to look for me, how sweet. So we drink together and dance like crazy around our tables -.- what?! we not in club no dancefloor mah! I didn't expect her to come down and i cried to her.
Thanks >clickable Joyceline, appreciated.

Ok, i suddenly thought of yesterday and i feel so stupid -'- very very stupid and very paiseh now. How? *massage blueblack*
This new one hurts like mad !

There is so many break ups recently right?

-

I cannot find any reason for myself to actually remove it.
In the first place, never do it at all or find out who is his girlfriend first.
Wanna play bitch with me? Hah!

-

My dad ask me to find a nice picture or whatsoever so that i don't have to come up with stupid ideas of my tattoo and he said "Better find nice one horh! You are bringing it down to your grave!" LOL

-

No, i can't go blonde cause i will look too white :/

-

From >clickable Phee Huimei's facebook;
Loyalness of 'brothers' always comes in when they needed help to cheat on their own girlfriends. Like a thousand times lorh ! :D

-

I think i got Bulimia.

I miss him ♥

2010-06-08T00:01:00.003+08:00

Our Song

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... 'fore I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong or been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I... wrote down our song

:)

I have decided to go blonde, not now but really soon.
Please don't say i'm copying Xiaxue, thanks !

2010-06-07T04:44:00.004+08:00

Met Hui & Alicia for late night chatting

Down to Beach Cabanna at 3am to drink with ling & co.

Met new people, lol sibei lame

I got around 8 blueblacks on my leg, swee bo ?

HAHAHA :]

OMG, sacrificing his own relationship for the happiness of others.
Stupid of the very very stupid

& pathetic

You have the ability to turn my tears to a smile ♥

I read Evelyn's blog, so i feel like replying to her.

Evelyn and i had a can't-stop-eating-problem

Feeling super disgusted with ourselves,

We became anorexic LOL

She used up all her saving for a make over,
black hair her fav.

Me too, but i love blonde.

Taylor lautner called her up and they started dating while TYH sunk into depression and build a mansion for his dog. Sadly, flew to Thailand and y'know become ah gua LOL

Oh, didn't you know?
He came to look for me cause he is sick of Van LOL

Take note,
It's only for entertainment purposes.
NONE of the above is true.

Thank you :D

2010-06-06T00:34:00.004+08:00

Met sisters for supper yesterday night,
Shihan & Evelyn ♥

Played sequence & ah chap underblock, both went home

4am chilled at Carls Junior at ECP with ling & co.

6am back to Bedok

Had breakfast

Slacked

Wanted to do medi pedi but didn't

Walk around everywhere

L4D

Eat again,

Pool-ed

Back home at 3pm

Knock-out till now,
11 pm LOL

This post sibei lame, i know.

I feel like eating beef for supper now, omg :X

Yuck, it's beef :p

2010-06-04T20:19:00.007+08:00

Since he is much enjoying his life without me and is with that bitch, i should start getting use to my life without him and start my bimbotic bitch life again !

I have got such adorable friends around me!

Bye you big liar.

2010-06-03T19:00:00.003+08:00

When you love someone, you will do anything to keep them with you. Unfortunately, there is also a point of time when you have to take a step back and say it's time to let go ♥

2010-06-02T23:02:00.006+08:00

I'm feeling so depressed that i'm lost for a moment.

Yesterday night, i drank again.
Was feeling so bloody horrible, it's like i hope i can sleep forever so that i won't wake up to face the world alone.

I feed myself with shitloads of alcohol and plenty of food.
I went back home after drinking and i saw 4 big packet of food, so i heated them up and finish them within 30mins. 1 fried rice, 1 bee hoon, 1 hor fun and 1 packet of prawny rice swee bo? (My dad bought supper but i went out so no one wanna eat) I woke up and i feel like starving myself then i felt like a loser. I mean, doing all this shit who cares?

I'm going to drink again,

Fuck myself for loving you, seriously.

I LOVE you, not LIKE you.
It's fucking LOVE okay bastard !

Fuck it ! (edited abit )

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

See, I don't know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now that's all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you ass, I don't want you back

Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you ass, I don't want you back

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt ass, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave her head
Now ya asking for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cause ya done with me

Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you ass, I don't want you back

Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you ass, I don't want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad,

Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you ass, I don't want you back

If you never do all this shit to me,
i must be happily doing some other things.

I tried my best to love you,
i even tried to be your good friend.
I tried everything that i can do, but you are still cheating again.

Breaking down already :(

Someday, i have to let go.

2010-06-02T00:10:00.001+08:00

you,

NE-YO LYRICS

So Sick

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

2010-06-01T22:25:00.006+08:00

Feeling abit alone thus my previous post is abit too emotional.

Nothing much happening in my life, except for the night at Union with cousins & others. I like Union cause i know most of the waitress there and i will always see familiar faces GAH !

Next must go QB bar to visit Nana :]

I thought of asking my girls out for a drink but i doubt they will like that place hmmm ..

Need to meet my boss to do events for Youth Olympic Games :]

Who going The Surge ?

Should i do freelancing or contract ?
Freelance is better but my boss is too good :/

I hope my boyfriend is Show Luo or Jerry Yan LOL !

Die die, if i pick up drinking again how?

I need to get a new phone, i cannot answer call w/o switching to loudspeaker then people know i talking to who and no privacy!
My Lg phone, back cover spoiled cause of clubbing :x and my battery is with D.

Got watch those Taiwan Drama ?
Show Luo, Jerry Yan & Ethan Ruan, they look so sexy when they cry for their lover horh! Nabey, so hot siah :X

I going drink again !

Bluff you la,

I bluff you that i bluff,

k la k la, don't play already.

HAHAHA! Bluff you !

Fake fake, enough :D

Tell me what to blog, something to talk about ..
I don't want my readers to run away :(

Now that I can't have you every day, I look back at my life before you were in it and I see it was good before. But with you in my life it will always be alot better ♥

2010-05-31T20:40:00.013+08:00

I'm very tired of everything,
especially you

It's never easy for me,
it never will.

I don't like to be ignored

I don't like to wait

I don't like to be alone
I really don't

You met me.
You introduced yourself to me.
You were a friend to me.
You grew fond of me.
You grew to appreciate me.
You liked me.
You asked me.
I answered.
You held me.
You touched me.
You needed me.
You wanted me.
You loved me.
You grew tired of me.
You felt trapped by me.
You lied to me.
You cheated on me.
You hurt me.
You left me.

How now? boo cow -.-

I was thinking what you said when we broke off,
i felt like a loser.

You not happy with me, tired of me ..
you fool around.
Happy already then wanna come back to me,
WTF ?!

I seriously never thought of that until just now, i'm being used. That's what i felt, so tell me .. what am i suppose to do about you ?

-

I can't believe he just happily live on with his life while i'm struggling with mine. The worst thing is he is the one that ruin MY LIFE.

♥

I wanted you for life
you and me
in the wind
I never thought there come a time
that our story would end
its hard to understand
but I guess i'll have to try
its not easy
to say goodbye

For all the joy we shared
all that time we had to spend
now if I had one wish
I'd want forever back again
to look into your eyes
and hold you when you cry
its not easy
to say goodbye

I can remember all those great times we had
There were so many memories, some good some bad
yes and through it all
those memories will last
forever

There's peace in where you are
may be all I need to know
and if I listen to my heart
i'll hear your laughter once more
and so I got to say
i'm just glad you came my way
its not easy to say
goodbye

I don't wanna say Goodbye,
but i know that one day ..
i have to because you never cared all this while.

I got a special Mac Delivery,

Nights !

2010-05-29T04:55:00.003+08:00

Dennis asked,
"What kind of guys you like? Physical appearances and personality."

I don't know why would he ask that kind of question cause it's simply too weird for me. If we are still together i would just say " You! You are just the one for me." Obviously he is not, for now.

Oh, you wanna know what i reply him isit?!

I said "I'm not trying to por (make you happy) you but those guys before you are seriously bullshits. I won't say i don't go for looks. Faithful, loyalty and just love me"

You must be thinking be my boyfriend so easy right? Please lor, i'm just way too lazy to send him a 20 page sms and opps :x i forgot to mention except for one guy.

What kind of guy i like?

Dennis,
minus all the lies & fooling around shit.
He is the best boyfriend ever & i dare to say i will never find anyone like him. I'm not trying to lick his balls, i just feel that he is really good IF he didn't do all those shit la. Serious.

I'm lazy to describe ok?

*VERY PROUD OF MYSELF*
I doubt he can find any other girls that is better than me.

-

Joanna Chew,
i don't hate you .. i just think you are a slut.

Adeline & Edwin we had blog wars before. I don't expect anything good in your blog, but i dropped by and i read those posts.
Thanks for being nice.

THANKS EVERYONE,
i'm feeling alot better.

2010-05-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

Maybe,
just maybe,

I wanna ..
fall in love all over again.

Ahh .. Whatever :/